lamenye orentasi....

so,bertarikh 4hb9,die dah gi masuk U...and,i was alone rite now,period,yet still alone rite now..seriously...but still she will call me every nite after orentasi dah habis...and sometimes i'll call her if she's not bz..it's nice to know that she end up in one of the finest university in malaysia,but,i am scared rite now to know what will happen after this...all seems,errr....i dont know...

just,feeling a lil bit unsecured...fragile,to be exacty...not that i'm scared that she'll end up with another guy (oh boy,that's actually the main point) ...but another thing is i'm scared of what i'll end up be..is it the same with her,or better than her,or (may god forbid) worst than her...i dont know what i'll be after this big exam...

first thing that i care,is what will be my salary,and what car will i use,what kinde of house and where will i stay,where's my home and who's my wife if it's not her...but,i'm really hoping,and hoping always,that she'll be the one for me...

now,yesterday i think,she called me up..she tell her stories there in university,and i'm afraid that Long-distanced-relationship is just won't work for me...or,it might be..but i dont want any of us might get hurt of too dying trying this kind of relationship...

if u read this my princess,u know who u'r,i hope u can understand why,sometimes i get a lot of jealousy and curious about u while u'r there...i'm afraid of losing u,and when u mention another guy name,i'm okay with that...but when u keep mentioning that name,it makes me feel very unsecured...i'm afraid of losing u like b4 (although there's never b4)..just,i miss u...